Best State

January 18, 2021

Too sober life

Too painful

Like a wound

So fragile

My power is too small

Too small to support my dream

A cup of coffee at sunrise before 9 o'clock

Like a stimulant, I maintained my passion for work all day

6 o'clock, 1 glass of red wine after sunset

Like a dose of a narcotic, relaxed all day from panic

After this back and forth, I only feel fulfilled

So fulfilled that I have no time to feel fragile, sensitive and painful

No time to wake up